Yesterday I withdrew with passing grades from nursing school. Only God knows why He gave me a passion to be there. I am going to be a teacher now. What I have learned this past week is that people care more about your plans than your current condition. This past week has been so full of questions. When is the wedding? What are you going to do now? Are you sure you want to be a teacher? Where are you going to live? When are you going home? How is that going to work? What if it doesn't work out? What did they say? What do you want to teach? You know that isn't easy either right? Don't you think you are too smart for that? What happened? Weren't you were so excited to be nurse? Where is the wedding going to be? Why don't you do it a different time when it is better for everyone? You don't want to do it then, do you? What about they honeymoon? Have you picked out colors? What about a house? You don't want to register for gifts? Did you pick out a ban?
Sigh...and the wedding planning hasn't even begun. I'm already over it. I just want(ed) something special with our friends and family. Can't I reinvent the wedding without people throwing a fit? Why does it have to be stressful and full of silly aesthetic details that will be meaningless. I just don't want it to be all about us, because it is so much more.
On another note, I am really going to miss all of the really sweet people that I met at nursing school. I am thankful for their encouraging words.
I am excited for the crazy adventure ahead. I may not know all the answers to how it will pan out, but who cares? God will do His thing even if I make my own plan.
P.S. I like Lindsey. She's great.
1 comment:
Anonymous person likes you too. Don't worry about any of these questions. Everything will work itself out... in its own timing. Just lean on God and he will present his plan in his perfect timing
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